Friday, November 28, 2008
CLASS OF 08
Today i was very disappointed in my class. Our classmate died and yet and still we choose to be hasty and shiesty towards one another. Through out my years at Canton High School i've been labeled as the stuck up bitch that no1 likes, or the person that think she's too much but most of the ppl that think that about me has never sat down and actually had a conversation with me lol ain't that something. The ppl that kno me will tell u i'm a laid back cool person and will try my hardest to help u when i can, but i can be a bitch when i have 2, don't get me wrong. So what i'm saying is you don't know me so if you're not goin to try to then what you say,or think about me, or whatever I do is totally Casper the friendly ghost...lol ya digg yaaa.....But anyways....i really would love for our class to get better and ish but we have ppl in our class that seems to live for mess. We are young ADULTS now not HIGH SCHOOL KIDS.....Y hold grudges for some shit that happened 4 years ago lol damn let that shit go and go on with your life i'm pretty sure it wasn't that damn important. But if u guys hadn't noticed OLD ppl r not the ones DYING now its the YOUNG ppl, WE gotta get our ish together. I'm not sayin lets all hold hands and sing kum by ya my lord, or be best friends and shit but we can atleast have a gathering when everyone is mingling with one another and not have a group right here and a group right there. I wanna love my class so bad but i can't cuz most of the ppl don't know me and i don't know them and thats a damn shame.
Friday, December 5, 2008
Friday, November 21, 2008
Damaged
People always say that it's oh soooo hard to move on from somebody that you truly did love....Yep that's true. People often say, "How do you love someone, that hurts you oh so bad?" Well, I don't have the answer to that, but I've asked myself that question a couple of times before. This person could be playing games with your heart....played games with your mind and made you feel unworthy about yourself, but yet and still...you still love them. Yep, it's hard being the only one in love in your relationship and it's hard trying to move on from that torture and despair that you maybe facing. I've seen it myself. It's hard when you really do love somebody, but that somebody DOESN'T love you back. That can be the most terrible feeling.....but it's funny how you stay stuck on somebody who ain't even worth your time........But then, somebody else comes and turns your dark days, into lighter ones and giving you what you wanted out of the last person and that's mutual feelings for one another. But even then, the person that came before this one stays stuck in your mind even while you're feeling this person because it's like.."Well I got feelings for them, but I'm gonna suppress them because I don't want to get hurt again like last time!" And then you make the next man or woman pay for the last person's mistakes and that's not kool at all. Past relationships or past NEAR-relationships are supposed to be a life learned lesson in life and it's supposed to influence your present in a POSITIVE way. Don't let the new person pay for the old jackasses games. You let them do them and be a dominant force in yo life. It's okay to be cautious about the decisions you make in your next relationship and it's okay to be afraid to be hurt again....but don't be scared to fall in love again.....A heart can get broken many times....but somebody out there will have a first aid kit handy....to fix your H-E-A-R-T cuz it's D-A-M-A-G-E-D!
Damaged
People always say that it's oh soooo hard to move on from somebody that you truly did love....Yep that's true. People often say, "How do you love someone, that hurts you oh so bad?" Well, I don't have the answer to that, but I've asked myself that question a couple of times before. This person could be playing games with your heart....played games with your mind and made you feel unworthy about yourself, but yet and still...you still love them. Yep, it's hard being the only one in love in your relationship and it's hard trying to move on from that torture and despair that you maybe facing. I've seen it myself. It's hard when you really do love somebody, but that somebody DOESN'T love you back. That can be the most terrible feeling.....but it's funny how you stay stuck on somebody who ain't even worth your time........But then, somebody else comes and turns your dark days, into lighter ones and giving you what you wanted out of the last person and that's mutual feelings for one another. But even then, the person that came before this one stays stuck in your mind even while you're feeling this person because it's like.."Well I got feelings for them, but I'm gonna suppress them because I don't want to get hurt again like last time!" And then you make the next man or woman pay for the last person's mistakes and that's not kool at all. Past relationships or past NEAR-relationships are supposed to be a life learned lesson in life and it's supposed to influence your present in a POSITIVE way. Don't let the new person pay for the old jackasses games. You let them do them and be a dominant force in yo life. It's okay to be cautious about the decisions you make in your next relationship and it's okay to be afraid to be hurt again....but don't be scared to fall in love again.....A heart can get broken many times....but somebody out there will have a first aid kit handy....to fix your H-E-A-R-T cuz it's D-A-M-A-G-E-D!
Nov. 7, 2008
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry? Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them. Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end. Most people walk in and out of your life, but only FRIENDS leave footprints in your heart.Remember, every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted.
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry? Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them. Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end. Most people walk in and out of your life, but only FRIENDS leave footprints in your heart.Remember, every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted.
Oct. 31, 2008
I'M YET PRAYING FOR YA. YOU SAY ONE THING BUT DO ANOTHER YOU FAKE GET IT TOGETHER. I ONLY HAVE A COUPLE OF MORE DAYS IN SCHOOL AND ALREADY I CAN SEE TURE AND FAKE FRIENDS BUT THAT'S NOT WATS IMPORTANT IN LIFE I SEE MANY PEOPLE ENTERTAINING THE WRONG THING IT'S NOT ABOUT WHO'S DOING THIS AND THAT IT'S ABOUT U AND ONLY U IF EVERYBODY ATTEND THEIR OWN BUSSINESS THE SOCIETY WOULD BE A MUCH BETTER PLACE. SOMETIMES U HAVE TO ENCOURAGE URSELF. I HAVE JUST LOST ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE AND DON'T THINK SHE WILL EVER COME BACK. WHY? BECAUSE SHE LISTENED TO HER SO CALL FRIEND/SISTER BUT IT'S OK I STILL LOVE BOTH OF THEM BUT I LOVE MY BABY MORE. THIS IS A NEW CHAPTER IN MY LIFE AND I'M YET PRAYING THAT IT'S A SUCCESS. BUT GUESS WHAT I'M STRONGER I'M WISER I'M BETTER MUCH BETTER I MADE IT. CLASS OF 2008 EVERYWHERE. SO IF U FEEL GUILTY AFTER READING THIS THEN SHAME ON YOU, BUT IN THE END DONTAVIOUS TERRELL WATKINS IS YET PRAYING FOR YA.. NOW I REST MY CASE, ANY QUESTIONS.
I'M YET PRAYING FOR YA. YOU SAY ONE THING BUT DO ANOTHER YOU FAKE GET IT TOGETHER. I ONLY HAVE A COUPLE OF MORE DAYS IN SCHOOL AND ALREADY I CAN SEE TURE AND FAKE FRIENDS BUT THAT'S NOT WATS IMPORTANT IN LIFE I SEE MANY PEOPLE ENTERTAINING THE WRONG THING IT'S NOT ABOUT WHO'S DOING THIS AND THAT IT'S ABOUT U AND ONLY U IF EVERYBODY ATTEND THEIR OWN BUSSINESS THE SOCIETY WOULD BE A MUCH BETTER PLACE. SOMETIMES U HAVE TO ENCOURAGE URSELF. I HAVE JUST LOST ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE AND DON'T THINK SHE WILL EVER COME BACK. WHY? BECAUSE SHE LISTENED TO HER SO CALL FRIEND/SISTER BUT IT'S OK I STILL LOVE BOTH OF THEM BUT I LOVE MY BABY MORE. THIS IS A NEW CHAPTER IN MY LIFE AND I'M YET PRAYING THAT IT'S A SUCCESS. BUT GUESS WHAT I'M STRONGER I'M WISER I'M BETTER MUCH BETTER I MADE IT. CLASS OF 2008 EVERYWHERE. SO IF U FEEL GUILTY AFTER READING THIS THEN SHAME ON YOU, BUT IN THE END DONTAVIOUS TERRELL WATKINS IS YET PRAYING FOR YA.. NOW I REST MY CASE, ANY QUESTIONS.
Friday, October 24, 2008
Love U, Thank U
CONGRAULATIONS CLASS OF 2008!!!! I'M AT THE TIME IN MY LIFE WERE I'M ABOUT TO CLOSE ANOTHER CHAPTER IN MY LIFE. I HAVE HAD SOME UPS AND DOWNS BUT THROUGH IT ALL I MADE IT THANK U LORD. U KNW OTHER PEOPLE TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED TALKING ABOUT WHO THEY DON'T LIKE, WHO TALKING ABOUT THEM, WHO WITH CHILD, AND THIS AND THAT. BUT I HAVE CAME TO REALIZE IT'S NOT ABOUT THAT IT'S ABOUT THE MAN UPSTAIRS AND THATS THE GOOD LORD AND IF U AINT GIVING HIM ALL THE PRAISE U AINT TALKING ABOUT SHIT IN DONTAVIOUS WATKINS BOOK. BUT THROUGHOUT MY LIFE THERE HAVE BEEN NUMEROUS OF FRIENDS THAT I HAVE HELP ME ACCOMPLISH MY GOALS AND WAS THERE FOR ME WHEN I WAS DOWN AND I JUST WANT TO SAY I LOVE U AND THANK U
Love U, Thank U
CONGRAULATIONS CLASS OF 2008!!!! I'M AT THE TIME IN MY LIFE WERE I'M ABOUT TO CLOSE ANOTHER CHAPTER IN MY LIFE. I HAVE HAD SOME UPS AND DOWNS BUT THROUGH IT ALL I MADE IT THANK U LORD. U KNW OTHER PEOPLE TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED TALKING ABOUT WHO THEY DON'T LIKE, WHO TALKING ABOUT THEM, WHO WITH CHILD, AND THIS AND THAT. BUT I HAVE CAME TO REALIZE IT'S NOT ABOUT THAT IT'S ABOUT THE MAN UPSTAIRS AND THATS THE GOOD LORD AND IF U AINT GIVING HIM ALL THE PRAISE U AINT TALKING ABOUT SHIT IN DONTAVIOUS WATKINS BOOK. BUT THROUGHOUT MY LIFE THERE HAVE BEEN NUMEROUS OF FRIENDS THAT I HAVE HELP ME ACCOMPLISH MY GOALS AND WAS THERE FOR ME WHEN I WAS DOWN AND I JUST WANT TO SAY I LOVE U AND THANK U
Friday, October 17, 2008
Five Words
Life is so short we take life for granted people these days just dont understand the words LOYALTY, RESPECT, FRIENDSHIP HONESTY OR RELATIONSHIP... Friends are betraying each other now days friends are like a pair shoes u be seen with them too much and they start fade away, let me define the word FRIENDSHIP for those of u who dnt understand a friend is a person thats there for u no matter wat through thick and thin and someone u can trust. Females arent the only one being messy these days niggas are being messy to u hang out with this nigga everyday but then he want to betray u, i just dnt understand that u with this girl everyday and the next day yall into it about some nonsense(over some boy, clothes, he say she say, she hating on me he hating on me) FUCK THAT people are dropping like flies around here and u worried about some shit like that. Yall concern about who ur man and girl messing around with thats not wats important in life focus on YOU AND YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH THE LORD. These days u have children acting like grown folks and grown folks acting like children. The way the ECONOMY is today u just cant make it with a high school diploma hell u need at least one degree hell u barely can get a Wendys job with a high school diploma, i just dnt understand the economy anymore, people we need to stop taking life for granted stop focusing on the STUPID things in life and wake up and face reality the lord is about to take us to a new and better place and if ur not ready im afraid that ur gonna get left behind. RELATIONSHIP lets talk about that because some people dnt get a lot of that, im here to tell u aint Nobody faithful anymore i mean lets just be honest because if he or she aint already cheated hell dnt put it past them because they will, and then men sleeping with men women sleeping with women (the ones u least expect) not judging any of u but wats wrong with the world, when women get a good men they dont wanna do right but i mean us men do drive yall to cheat so i mean wat can i say. RESPECT oh my god dnt none of us knw wat that mean because we disrespect each other,church, mothers, fathers, elders, even the president of the united states. HONESTY come on people read the bible its a sin to lie dnt lie i mean if u cant tell the truth then dnt speak at all. LOYALTY many of us dnt knw wat that word means well let me give examples: lets play show and tell im tell u you people are gonna show(stabbing ur nigga in the back, sleeping with ur girls man) shall i go on INDEED I SHALL. Loyalty is a word that we all shall take into consideration if u dnt knw then u better ask somebody.
Five Words
Life is so short we take life for granted people these days just dont understand the words LOYALTY, RESPECT, FRIENDSHIP HONESTY OR RELATIONSHIP... Friends are betraying each other now days friends are like a pair shoes u be seen with them too much and they start fade away, let me define the word FRIENDSHIP for those of u who dnt understand a friend is a person thats there for u no matter wat through thick and thin and someone u can trust. Females arent the only one being messy these days niggas are being messy to u hang out with this nigga everyday but then he want to betray u, i just dnt understand that u with this girl everyday and the next day yall into it about some nonsense(over some boy, clothes, he say she say, she hating on me he hating on me) FUCK THAT people are dropping like flies around here and u worried about some shit like that. Yall concern about who ur man and girl messing around with thats not wats important in life focus on YOU AND YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH THE LORD. These days u have children acting like grown folks and grown folks acting like children. The way the ECONOMY is today u just cant make it with a high school diploma hell u need at least one degree hell u barely can get a Wendys job with a high school diploma, i just dnt understand the economy anymore, people we need to stop taking life for granted stop focusing on the STUPID things in life and wake up and face reality the lord is about to take us to a new and better place and if ur not ready im afraid that ur gonna get left behind. RELATIONSHIP lets talk about that because some people dnt get a lot of that, im here to tell u aint Nobody faithful anymore i mean lets just be honest because if he or she aint already cheated hell dnt put it past them because they will, and then men sleeping with men women sleeping with women (the ones u least expect) not judging any of u but wats wrong with the world, when women get a good men they dont wanna do right but i mean us men do drive yall to cheat so i mean wat can i say. RESPECT oh my god dnt none of us knw wat that mean because we disrespect each other,church, mothers, fathers, elders, even the president of the united states. HONESTY come on people read the bible its a sin to lie dnt lie i mean if u cant tell the truth then dnt speak at all. LOYALTY many of us dnt knw wat that word means well let me give examples: lets play show and tell im tell u you people are gonna show(stabbing ur nigga in the back, sleeping with ur girls man) shall i go on INDEED I SHALL. Loyalty is a word that we all shall take into consideration if u dnt knw then u better ask somebody.
Friday, September 19, 2008
My Heart
I don't ask for much y'all, I realllllllly don't!!!! So why do I always tend to feel un-worthy or non-superior when it comes to meeting someone, liking them and then falling in love with them. Damnit, everytime I say that I'm ready for love, I'm not. I see my friends ((Courtney & JP, in particular) happy and in love. They fuss and fight and deep down, they still love each other. That's what I yearn for. I mean, I need someone that I can share all my secrets with, someone special, who will love me just for me. I need someone, who will never leave me lonely. Someone faithful, who will love me as their one and only. I need someone to share my ups and downs and even through the bad time, they will always be around. BUT so many times, i've opened up my heart. Only to have someone tear it apart.....So I don't ask for much. I'm not one to bug you. I'm not to blow up your fone with calls. Communication is the key to anything. Without that.....what the fuck do you have? An emotional connection and a physical connection is good enuff....but communication is a big key to anything. I just wanna be happy!!!!! I get happy one minute, then the next time, I fall flat on my skinny ass!!!!! But I wonder have I found that special someone or is the jury still out on that!!!! We'll just have to see for ourselves, but all I want is to be happy!
My Heart
I don't ask for much y'all, I realllllllly don't!!!! So why do I always tend to feel un-worthy or non-superior when it comes to meeting someone, liking them and then falling in love with them. Damnit, everytime I say that I'm ready for love, I'm not. I see my friends ((Courtney & JP, in particular) happy and in love. They fuss and fight and deep down, they still love each other. That's what I yearn for. I mean, I need someone that I can share all my secrets with, someone special, who will love me just for me. I need someone, who will never leave me lonely. Someone faithful, who will love me as their one and only. I need someone to share my ups and downs and even through the bad time, they will always be around. BUT so many times, i've opened up my heart. Only to have someone tear it apart.....So I don't ask for much. I'm not one to bug you. I'm not to blow up your fone with calls. Communication is the key to anything. Without that.....what the fuck do you have? An emotional connection and a physical connection is good enuff....but communication is a big key to anything. I just wanna be happy!!!!! I get happy one minute, then the next time, I fall flat on my skinny ass!!!!! But I wonder have I found that special someone or is the jury still out on that!!!! We'll just have to see for ourselves, but all I want is to be happy!
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