Lord, Make Me Over

I have learned that only through God will I be happy. U must seek God in everything u do and everything else will work out. It seems like its me against the world. It seems like my life is a mess. I try to find happiness in other things and it fails me everytime. But I realized if it was up to the devil i would have been long gone. The devil kept placing thoughts in my head like I dont have a purpose to live. But God is keeping me here for a purpose. I just want to be what he wants me to be. Without God, I never would have made it. God has spared my life so many times but yet and still sometimes i don't even tell him thank you. The devil wants my soul but that's a lie. I refuse to burn in hell. God is my friend. He's all I need and I just want to live for him. Because he's the only one that's haven't left my side. I am my biggest enemy. I should have been dead but it's only by his grace and mercy that I'M STILL HERE! But in spite of everything I been through and what i'm going to go through i still just wanna say, thank you!!! MY NAME IS VICTORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!